Kiss Me

Kiss Me

Kiss me, slowly and bewitchingly. 

As if you were casting the most powerful love spell. 

Kiss me, desperately and endlessly. 

As if you feel this could be our last and you refuse to part with any regrets.

                                                                  

Cheers!

The wine bottles have been emptied of their sweet and delicious nectar....

But they have definitely been refilled with all my regrets, doubts and sorrows. 

Cheers! 

A Demon on Earth

A Demon on Earth

You found the fissure! 

A fissure unknown or more accurately not accepted. 

A fissure that goes by the name vulnerability along with it's twisted, dark sister depression. 

Mix in unbeknownst low self-esteem, with high empathy and you get the perfect target for the worst kind of predator. 

A demon in human form. 

The narcissist! 

Familiar Bullshit

Familiar Bullshit

A message. 

Three letters. 

One word. 

Heart racing with

dread. Stomach churning 

with anxiety. 

Unfamiliar number, 

but my gut is

positive of who. 

Physically ignored. 

Gone unanswered,

but anger of

insult bubbling over. 

I know it's you! 

Your usual "Hey!"

paired with your

signature exclamation 

point. Screaming 

your name just

like I used to. 

Apparently my love was much too deep.

So you blamed me, cause you didn't know how to swim.

Apparently my love was much too tall.

So you blamed me, cause you were afraid of heights.

Apparently my love was much too big.

So you blamed me, cause your hands were too small.

You longed for the stars and moon.

I laid the universe at your feet.

You blamed me for being much too much.

I never stopped loving you, even though you were clearly not enough.

Dedicated to...

Dedicated to...

Even though you decimated my heart. There's still a glimmer enough of love left from me to not hate you.

But let's be clear! 

That glimmer is to save what I know to be one of the best parts of me. Reserved for the one who deserves me, sans broken. 

                                                     Angela A. Scott

Ego vs Ego

Ego vs Ego

Truth be told. Our love story was anything but... 

Your ego was far too big for you to truly care, let alone love anyone other than yourself.

While my ego was so hell-bent on being right. That I couldn't let go of that incontestable feeling that we were meant to be together.