Ego vs Ego

Ego vs Ego

Truth be told. Our love story was anything but... 

Your ego was far too big for you to truly care, let alone love anyone other than yourself.

While my ego was so hell-bent on being right. That I couldn't let go of that incontestable feeling that we were meant to be together. 

Scab

Scab 

I pick at my scab.

Watching intently as the blood rushes to the surface. My fingertip touching the warm, merlot colored liquid. Bringing that wetness to my tongue. Tasting metallic, bittersweet memories of you.

Big Man, Little Boy

Big Man, Little Boy

Big man, little boy. Only thinking of himself.

Using women and tossing their feelings on a shelf.

Scared of being like your father, you stomp and curse his name.

Ironically, the way you treat women you ended up being exactly the same.

Big man, little boy is what you are.

Your warped mentality won't get you far.

Big man, little boy. I had to cut my ties.

Cause you'll only be a big man, telling little boy lies.

... I Didn't Know

... I Didn't Know 

You were right! When I said "I love you", your response after what felt like everlasting silence was "You don't know me".

I thought I knew better! I felt it! Not only in my heart, but in the deepest depths of my soul! I knew we were meant to be, better than I knew my eyes are brown! But you were right! I didn't and couldn't see past the veil. I didn't... till the end. 

Party's Over

Party's Over

I've clearly overstayed my welcome at a "party" I had no real invitation to. Lights on, drinks all drank and the DJ's been gone. There I was foolishly trying to keep the "party" going. Dancing alone to music that died long ago. 

Guardian Angel

Guardian Angel

 Her chest hurt for what felt like hours; as if she could feel every bit of the excruciating pain of her heart shattering. She laid on the floor, feeling confused and broken. Then a warm breeze grazing her cheek, wiping her tears away. Her guardian angel wrapped it's long, lustrous, soft wings around her. Holding her ever so gently, the angel whispered "This pain will pass, for I am here. The time for healing begins now." Those soothing words reminding her that she would heal and become even better. Because the strength and beauty of her heart is what makes her fly.

Mystery Love

Mystery Love

I've been dreaming of your kiss. I can never see your face, so I wouldn't know you if I saw you. All I'm left with is the longing of connecting my lips to the soft, yet firm fullness of yours.